From the album Beautiful

Lyrics

This may be my last breath
I don't know
I just feel myself
growing old
and there is still too much of me
to be any good
and I haven't done anything
that you said I would

so what am I still doing here
what am i still doing here?
whisper something in my ear
and tell me what i'm doing here

you say God loves me
but how can you be sure
the sins that i bear
what cross could endure?
when I look in the mirror
it's not my face I see
no, it's the ugliness
that lives inside of me

so what am i still doing here?
what am I still doing here?
whisper something in my ear
and tell me what i'm doing here

I've disgrace your name
and I've put you to open shame
yes, I've read what you said
it's just so hard to believe in anymore
it's so hard to believe in

so what am I still doing here?